starting out.

Starting out, I am.

It’s 10 on the clock, just woke up over an almost enough sleep, been busy last night over the ORSEM videos that I was supposed to have submitted yesterday. At least its ready now for publication, been able to finish it before 3 in the morn’.

But despite that, guess I woke up again at the right side of the bed! I feel energized ( I need that most since Hubbie’s coming over, hehehehehe ) and I feel like so ready to celebrate life on this lovely Sunday. I have plans, and I choose to be more laid back today, I’ll just stay at home ( you know whom I’m with, *wink! )

Anyway, so much for that; le’mme hit my point for writing this blog ( over coffee at the coffee table [the usual]). Well, last night, actually earlier today at around a quarter to 3, just after I have finished the final touches of the movie I aforementioned; my laptop went blank! Yah! Like a damned dumb piece of crap. And yes indeed, I had to restart the thing and pray that the movie was saved ( or else I have to start from scratch, again ) To my horror; the thing was not in the collection ( meaning it was not saved ). Gosh! I’ve cursed every living person alive, then. Well to give you a glimpse of how hard to edit a movie is, doing it is like duh! HARD! So hard at that, you have to pick the perfect pictures or videos then of course the script, the transitions and effects; all of those you have to time and tune and sync and match with the background music! ( told yah, it’s hard, but it’s fun that’s why I love doing it )
Anyway, after freaked out, I realized I clicked the save icon a few times before the crap went dumb. So since prior to when I started editing, I saved the movie not on its default folder. Thus, if you’re familiar with how defaults in computers work; the movie automatically saved there. Bottom line? I freaked out, cursed all person alive and thought I have to start again without exploring all the possibilities first.
Human nature, I guess, will tell us to freak out during moments when we thought we’ve lost something that we’ve been keeping, doing, seeing; LOVING our entire lives. We’ve always been afraid of loosing things, missing events and of course, being left behind by people we care for.

Actually this blog goes to a friend, a very good friend of mine who lost “someone” over a friend. We’ll ‘bhe’ know that things will hurt, really hurt at first. But when guys leave girls, that ian’t dooms day. It’s a milestone. A new chapter unfolding while the curtains of the prior close. Look at the bright side my dear, love’s a game nobody really wins unless the both of you are really destined to spend eternity together. I point is that, if meant for you, that doesn’t mean that it’s only you who losses, he too is in loss since you both thought things are real between you. In the end of the day you both realized things, learn lessons of a life time and sooner than you know, move on and try to find the ONE, again.


I have always believed in love and serendipity. Sana ikaw din…