isang taon n lng...

Isang taon n lng...

Sabi ng puso ko...

It’s ironic how things that you used to love suddenly just turn aback. Ayoko na.

I would have to be very honest; I felt pretty much worthless kanina. Kung mababasa mo man to kuya, it’s fine really, thanks for reminding me worthless paLa ako, na worthless pla ang batch 17.

Sorry ha, kasalanan naming na hindi kamin assuming, tanong lang did we ever left a responsibility behind? Oo, mas marami kayong ginawa, oo mas marami ding ginagawa ang mga bagong SV; does that justify the notion na wala pala kaming silbi.

FYI lang, we tend to assume positions, too; but we work our way up there, hindi naman siguro kasalanan na magGive way, since tatlo lang pala tayo dito sa office, yung magagaling na bago, tapos kami yung mga inactive na batch 17. Tama ka nga, dalawang klase lang ng tao ang taga guidance, bakla tas bagla. Ewan ayoko mag ASSUME kung ano ang category ko, basta isa lng ang alam ko, pag magkokomant ako sa isang tao sisiguraduhin ko i’ll never compare kasi, FYI again, iba’t iba ang tao, this is how we learn, this is simply us, tapos hindi rin ako magGEGENARALIZE kasi FYI ulit hindi lahat magkakatulad, kayo lang pala magagaling, kayo lang pala ang mga devoted sa office, KAYO lang PALA ang maraming nagagawa. And lastly, hindi kami bastos enough to talk about how KAHINA ang isang tao sa harap ng taong pagkokomparahin mo sa kanya. You could have told us, alone, hindi sa harap ng MAGAGALING na tulad nio. We walk our ways, hindi ko pinangarap to imitate ang mga taong iba rin from us. The bottom line, hindi naman sigurong kelangan ipamukha pa ‘di ba? Tanong ko lang gaano pa bilis binigyan kami ng pagkakataton? Sila? Kelan? Sino? Bakit sa tingin mo madali silang binigyan ng position? Hindi kami against them, nor you...

Ang amin lang acknowledge your WORK, we recognize that magagaling kayo, na magagaling sila. Kung hindi nyo kayang makita ang ginagaw naming, atleast , don’t label, or box us.

FYI din ate, hindi naming kinuquestion ang what you have attained, as you put it into words ibang level...

True alam naming yun, pero sana lang wag naming ipamukha na wala kaming ginagawa, coz for the first place nagpawis, nageffort, nagtrabaho din kami. We acknowledge your work, did you also acknowledge us. To be frank, that (your statement) was very sarcastic and very selfish.

Wala akong naexperience ever in my life na ipahiya sa harap ng mga taong gusto kong kasama ng mga taong. I thought kasama ko. We’re losing grip, I’m losing grip; duwag na kung duwag, but i’d rather turn aback than harap harapang magmukhang tanga. PC, sweet word, very sweet, pero asan na kaya yun?

Matagal ko nang alam how beneficial it would be being in the guidance office pero hindi ko na rin madeny na hindi na ako Masaya. FYI sa tingin mo, ako lang ang makakaFeel nito? If yes, siguro subject to bias lang to, pero bakit collective na? Asan yung lapse, asa amin lang?

Just a point.

i'm trying to keep with your flow...

i'm trying to push myself into the system.

i thought i've made it...

hindi pala...

so far dalawa lang ang posible reasons,

1st someone might have dragged me down...

second, someone might have pushed me away...

guess what, i looked back my shoes are fine.